on another day, at another place, i was at a different site as "justdoit". i ran away because i just did not seem to be able to stop smoking. it was an up and down journey. throughout that time, i felt tremendous care and support from everyone. i felt ashamed and embarassed that i had failed. recently, i revisited that site and discovered that most/many of my old friends had left. i am so grateful to have been given the chance to re-connect. although i am still smoking, i believe that i can quit. my first grandchild will be born early in the new year. i want to live a long and healthy life, watching my kids and grandkids grow and thrive. smoking no longer fills a void. mars'
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