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THREE YEARS! 
By Vicki  on July 15 2010 at 6:19 pm

60, Female
MD, United States
Member Since: June 28 2004


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WOW!  Three full years today since I quit. 

People would say....If I can do it, anyone can do it.  I had people say that to me in the past.  I always thought they were wrong.  Anyone can't do it, or specifically I can't do it.  I tried so many times and just couldn't keep off of them.  I felt like a failure.  The people who said that were stronger than me or had more determination or loved themselves more or were superior to me.  Or maybe they had better lives than me, had less stress or problems than me.  Or maybe they had a better support system than me.  Or something...not exactly sure what I lacked but I certainly lacked something.

Then I finally quit.  And stayed that way.  I am still the person I was back then when I continually failed.  I still have the same life, stress,  problems, the same people in my life.  I'm as weak or strong as I think I am.  I'm not superior to anyone.  As for loving myself, I do...I did then now that I think of it.  That wasn't it.  It was and is determination.  When I quit three years ago I was determined that no matter what happened, I was going to make this quit work.  I got sick and tired of being sick and tired of trying to quit.  And I never want to go through that again. 

To those still struggling, you can do this.  If I can do it, anyone can do it. 




Vicki
Quit July 15, 2007 10:30 AM
 

Message by sweetp  View Journal on July 15 2010 at 7:01 pm 
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(((((((((((Vicki))))))))))

CONGRATULATIONS ON 3 YEARS OF FREEDOM...!

YOU HAVE INSPIRED SO MANY ALONG THIS JOURNEY....THANK ~ YOU....

MOST OF ALL...

THANK ~ YOUR FOR ALL YOUR KINDNESS AND WELL ~ WISHES TO ME...!

HAVE A BEAUTIFUL CELEBRATION....YOUDA BOMB...!

Hugs Colleen
"Today I choose not to smoke..."


Message by Babs  View Journal on July 15 2010 at 8:56 pm 
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celebrate you vicki
3 years is
awesome




Not One Puff Ever and
Keep a Sense of Humor.
Babs ~ 9/15/06


Message by laughinglady  View Journal on July 15 2010 at 9:24 pm 
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   I am so proud of you..
and so happy for you too!!!!
You are a true
inspiration..
I hope you did something
wonderful today..


"Duc, sequere and de via decede" ~ Lead, follow or get out of the way!!
~Never Give Up~
5/7/09

Message by wildhorse418  View Journal on July 15 2010 at 11:34 pm 
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Congratulations Vicki
3 full years quit is a remarkable achievement and I wish you all the best on this day.
Enjoy your success!!!

Message by groucho  View Journal on July 16 2010 at 5:19 am 
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Vicki, I never stopped believing in you and look how far you've come. My warmest congratulations, I know what this 3 year mark means to you, hope you have a great day, your friend always,
Ross.


You can be a good example....
Or...
A horrible warning!

Message by betsy  View Journal on July 16 2010 at 6:42 am 
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Congrats Vicki
3 years of freedom is FABULOUS!!!!

betsy QD 11/10/03
Today is the best day to not smoke!

Message by mroxanne  View Journal on July 16 2010 at 10:20 am 
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Wow 3 years!!!! You are awesome.

Roxanne
Quit March 1, 2010
Commit to the Quit one day at a time.

Message by Joppette  View Journal on July 16 2010 at 1:23 pm 
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Hi Vicki, can you believe it's been 3 years????  That is just plain awesome!  Good for you.


Judy

Living with lung cancer since 2007, and still doing it! Smoke free.
QD: 12/3/2004

Message by LB Sherrie  View Journal on July 16 2010 at 3:56 pm 
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Congrats Vicki on 3 YEARS........Your in my thoughts and prayers. I can't thank you enough for being here and sharing over the years. Bless you sweetheart.....Giant Hugs Today.... 
Today is a good day for I woke and didn't smell roses or hear organ music, which means God has given me another day.
LB SHERRIE....

Aka StickLady 1/13/2012

Message by Cindy_66  View Journal on July 16 2010 at 11:49 pm 
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So proud of you..You are amazing...CONGRATS
BELIEVE
Do NOT trade what you want at the moment for what you want the most
"Choose to do what I want, for ‘in each moment I am free to decide”
03/17/09

Message by sweetp  View Journal on August 03 2010 at 1:14 pm 
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Ryn...Thanks Vicki...for understanding about the "anxiety"....a double "ugh" from me...worse then anything...


Thank you so much Vicki for always being so kind to me...it means so much...!

Hugs Colleen
"Today I choose not to smoke..."


Message by laughinglady  View Journal on August 03 2010 at 3:19 pm 
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on facebook I am Jayne Black
"Duc, sequere and de via decede" ~ Lead, follow or get out of the way!!
~Never Give Up~
5/7/09

Message by betsy  View Journal on August 15 2010 at 7:12 am 
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Happy Lunaversary Vicki
Enjoy your special day

betsy QD 11/10/03
Today is the best day to not smoke!

Message by B'DAY JOURNAL  View Journal on September 01 2010 at 10:24 am 
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Message by k802win  View Journal on September 01 2010 at 3:35 pm 
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awww glad you liked ya b'day song :-) it took me a while to choose...

wish wish wish tonite!


xoxox

Message by laughinglady  View Journal on September 05 2010 at 12:12 am 
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RYN: I am so proud to be your 'friend' you are an awesome soul darling..and I feel blessed everyday that I was led to this site and this family!!! Big hugs my friend!!!

and Happy Birthday again!

"Duc, sequere and de via decede" ~ Lead, follow or get out of the way!!
~Never Give Up~
5/7/09

Message by betsy  View Journal on September 15 2010 at 5:17 am 
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Happy Lunaversary Vicki
Enjoy your special day

betsy QD 11/10/03
Today is the best day to not smoke!

Message by Babs  View Journal on September 15 2010 at 10:38 pm 
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Thanks Vicki and I did note you today.
Don't know why it is not hear but..

HAPPY LUNAVERSARY AGAIN!



Not One Puff Ever and
Keep a Sense of Humor.
Babs ~ 9/15/06


Message by Earlz  View Journal on October 12 2010 at 9:16 pm  -  moderator
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3 YEARS PLUS ALMOST 3 MONTHS OF BEING SMOKE FREE CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR GREAT ACCOMPLISHMENT

RYN,There are many very nice views in that part of PA. It looks like we may have been a little late to get that property but we will keep looking and enjoying the scenery as we go 



Protect the Children
Quit Date 11/19/2000


Message by betsy  View Journal on October 15 2010 at 7:56 am 
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Happy Lunaversary Vicki
Enjoy your special day

betsy QD 11/10/03
Today is the best day to not smoke!

Message by ChinHi  View Journal on October 18 2010 at 1:13 pm 
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 thanks for the birthday wishes.   
KCL = Keep Choosin' LIFE
"Never leave another quitter behind" by BTBASSER
Namaste
Mahalo Karyn and lindy our SHEROs
7/25/01

Message by ozzy  View Journal on November 03 2010 at 1:07 pm 
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Hi Vicki

Of course, please send it to your friend.

thanks for your note.

Oz xx
Don't dream up thousands of reasons
why you can't do what you want to; find one reason why you CAN.

Message by betsy  View Journal on November 15 2010 at 5:26 am 
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Happy Lunaversary Vicki
Enjoy your special day

betsy QD 11/10/03
Today is the best day to not smoke!

Message by JuniaSE  View Journal on November 20 2010 at 6:02 pm 
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ryn Vicky, thanks!
WONDERWOMAN - living in the moment <3
QD: 03/13/11 at 9pm
Totally Nicotinefree: 07/23/11 at 4.15pm

Message by betsy  View Journal on December 15 2010 at 8:13 am 
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Happy Lunaversary Vicki
Enjoy your special day


betsy QD 11/10/03
Today is the best day to not smoke!

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